It is getting harder

 It is getting harder, as I already studied so many different cultures and religions, and I always figure out that they are not new; they were part of my family. 

So the difficulty comes from the memories and acknowledging the diverse roots. 

As before, all was just one inside me, as it is my family.

And now, I study that it is not just one thing, but a lot of very diverse origins, it is my family. 

So what was simple and family for me, it looks like complicated, and how to say... 

What was easy for me, and difficult for others to understand who I am... now it is a bit difficult for me as well...

It was so much better, just do thing, how I did, and not thinking about why, what, and how...

But that is life...

I always study...

Credit: @Melinda Erika Dothan